I’ll admit..2-3 times in a lifetime I’ve had these things that I called time jumps... but I thought it was surprisingly normal, but for the most part...I demand ulterior control and will make it so even if Others take control.

At least this keeps us consistent at best but 1/2 not.

I truly wish that I was fictitious and faking, but it just doesn’t fit.

Forgive me for being ...I don’t know...fakish I guess?

I just can’t help to feel that being here isn’t qualify able according to true specs of said condition.

I really think that I must look else where such as OSDD OR psychosis as a more relevant condition because idk..,I am not the classic DID..I alone is by myself forever I was.

Just by saying that gives me more firmness in me being me.