Went to work today, even though it's an official Federal holiday. A lot of people were out and not much activity. But it was an OK day at work emotionally.

I'm feeling discouraged because I feel like I want to leave where I live but feeling like it's not going to happen. I can't seem to find somewhere else that I think I'm going to like just as much. And I feel clueless as to know how to go about it. I'm feeling very much like 88Butterfly88 above me, who's words were just perfect for the way I feel.

On the way home (and it was a very easy drive home since the traffic was extremely light) I checked out a gym very close to where I live. I inquired as to what they have and what kind of plan I could sign up for. They were very nice to me. The place was alright, but it's not what I want. I'm still feeling grieved over the request from my neighbor to not workout anymore at home.