Thank you sdo much for making this thread, HopefullyLost1211! And thank you everyone for sharing your stories. I hope they will help someone here at PC. I don't know if I have depression or not, but often I just feel numb and discouraged. Like there's no point in doing anything... and in the end, that's what I end up doing: nothing. I'm so sorry for all of those who are struggling. Sending many hugs to everyone