I've been a mess lately. I have an appointment to get to in less than an hour and I'm still in bed. I don't want to go. I can barely take my dog for a walk and it's a piss poor attempt of a walk. It's not fair to her. I can't even bother to get dressed out of these clothes I've had on for three or four days. I stink but I don't care to shower. My dog won't hardly leave my side most of the day. It's like she can tell where my mind is at.



I just want to breathe. And damn it... I just want it to stop.