Look, no-one can tell us what to do, right? No-one can give us the answers to our questions and after all the searching we do, we often fall back on our original feelings. Relationships take work and at times, more work than we are willing to put in. Big risk, big reward. Small risk, first reward. Instances from my past house small amounts of regret in my psyche. Mostly for the humility I did not face and the chances I left behind. How difficult is it to turn your back on yourself? How difficult is it to turn your back on someone else? I am here watching myself be this version of myself. A version of myself that won’t be tossed aside by anyone else. Why do I have nothing better to do than fear nothing? What does this nothing want from me? I hear the clock ticking but it will not win. This is not a war you belong in today or any other day. Tough love. Yes. Take one less and two more. Learn to Love Yourself.