I'm awake at 1am. Been a while.

You know, I lost twenty pounds in less than two months? My appetite has been nonexistent.

I've really slid....

Re-reading this thread, seeing my current weight, having to lie through my teeth at my pdoc appointment, having a violent flashback, dealing with **** knows how many panic attacks and having another meltdown (now it's two days in a row); have made me realize that I might actually be in a crisis stage.