But I made the connection between the fact I was in a bad way when Ebony came into my life and the fact she's had a horrible few years and I cannot break that connection, the fact I needed her then caused her to of gone through such a horrible time
the fact my poor sweetpea went through all that and it's my fault for needing her back then as in
the fact that happened was the reason why she suffered the way she did and because me needing her caused her to go through all that bullcrap and as I said I made that connection and I can't break that connection between me going through what I went through and needing Ebony and Ebony getting treated like *that* by those expletives