I don't see any therapist right now. It's very complicated where I live. But I think I show symptoms of PTSD like depersonalization and flashbacks, and irritation from similar triggers to those I experienced. I have always felt this way, but I the feeling is more intense these days, although I am far away from my parents (the triggers). I am also unemployed, and stay at home most of the time because of social anxiety, and I think this gives me a lot of time to think about what happened to me before, with little distractions.
Is it possible for one child to experience PTSD, while another doesn't from the same abusive parents? I feel I am the most affected, as my siblings seem to lead a normal life to a large extent, while I am not. I wonder if genetics may play a role here.