You can do this, WishfulThinker66! I think discussing this with your psychiatrist and psychologist is a good idea. I hope you'll get the help you need. It will take time, so tryto be patient. Try to hang on. I hope you'll feel better soon. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm always available if you need to talk. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you