I fear picking up new bad habits or copying what we see, adopting new symptoms or being influenced. For some reason we are very impressionable and mimic easly. I’m always on guard when around people so that they don’t rub off on me like gestures, sayings, walk, talk, movement...

I guess that I’m trying to stay true to us so that we aren’t finger pointed and accused of faking like my ex kept saying. She pissed off the system.