The problem is, is that I dont know what disorder I could possibly have. I dont fit DID, schziophrenia, bpd. I know I have OCD and PTSD. I was just thinking some typical things in my mind a then a thought came hey look at my buddy little shroomy wtf! I did not see little shroomy lol. It was my voice in my head. I used to have this where the word green bean would pop in my head. I have already been to a state hospital once. I dont want to go again. Next time they said they were sending me for good. It wasnt actually psychiatric related but anyway thats here nor there.