Jan 29, 2019 at 09:28 PM
As the scale climbs lower, the stupid ED rejoices. OMG. I have the one side of me knowing I need to exercise less, eat more and gain weight (opposite what all the ads on TV and any women's magazine tells you), and the ED saying, "What?! That's nothing. You got so much thinner than that before." What the F* is wrong with me?!
Not that I miss my low weight. I'd never, ever go back there. It's not a life at all.
Stupid purging type (through exercise) anorexia has to be one of the easiest EDs to hide in plain sight.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, , propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, omeperazole
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I -
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
--Robert Frost
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