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Default Jan 30, 2019 at 05:14 PM
 
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Originally Posted by AzulOscuro View Post
I’m not always honest when I think that I can hurt another person’s feelings. I can’t hide it with my behaviour or my attitude bc I don’t know how to pretend, at least, consciously. But, this lack of bravery burns my inner, it kills me moment after moment but not for me but for the other person.
I know that the best is to be honest. How to be brave enough? How to break this circle?
I worry about this a lot. Exactly how you described your personal thoughts and emotions really rings true for me.

My biggest fear is hurting someone I love without meaning to.

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