Ah I get that. I have tons of different stims and it's always something, kind of depends on where I am and what I have with me though. I take toys everywhere with me, particularly anxiety inducing places. Grocery stores definitely (I hate car rides too though). I often get lost, loose track of who I'm with, or can't find what I'm looking for because everything is so overwhelming. I have to really slow down to identify what I'm looking at because there's so much going on it all starts to blend together to become one big mash of sights and sounds. I always take a small stuffed animal everywhere I go, I call them my tiny friends, and it's good to just have them in my hands to feel. Small soft cute things are good.

Because in truth, I am that monster.
We are an awkward little system that obsesses over things. We are Sam, Beyond, Stacy, Kevin, Kitty, Shannon,Link, Peyita, Stephen, Nicole, Damon, Pumpkin, Illonor, Daran,LIly. Feel free to send random cute things.