Yes, this is me. No money for therapist, sick spouse, sick self, drowning in medical bills.
Thanks for the reading suggestion. I’ll be applying for a library card, since we moved to another state in May. I know, it’s taking a long time to settle into the community, a lot due to constant medical crises and hospitalizations. Maybe the book is available at the local library.
I also struggle with making friends and meeting people. I have joined some online groups, tailored to support for various medical conditions, but they aren’t tailored to the issues of C-PTSD, and one doesn’t dare make the mistake of baring the soul about this affliction and assault, Flying Monkeys, and such. Besides being off topic to share the C-PTSD, it isn’t something the average person has any understanding, can’t help us anyhow.