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Feb 04, 2019 at 11:31 AM
Possible trigger:
at 10:37 I released after looking at some instagram photos of some mom. I was going to comment on her instagram, but didn't. I've been commenting on a lot of women's media on facebook and instagram, but not getting much response. reminds me of my dating website experience where the difference is that I'm publicly communicating with these women now. Still, I know some women and communities discriminate against me because of my mental illness, gender, sexuality, religion, hair, skin color, race, age, economy, and height.
but I'm not innocent myself, as I discriminate by complimenting women rather than people in general. Then again, I feel my discrimination is from a greater societal and religious discrimination where homosexuals are reprimanded while married persons are benefited. It still doesn't excuse my discrimination: others' discriminant actions shouldn't excuse my own.
Being subjected to discrimination, from women or communities, is not fun. I feel it grows my social anxiety which can eventually affect my sexual health. I've been in situations where I've felt uneasy because of women's lack of communication. So if I do want to continue publicly communicating with women, I'd have to consider this. And maybe I could balance the negative communication experiences by having positive communication experiences with other people.
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