I was not taking a stand
Or opposing the machine.
I was in a messed up place.
And there was no
Need to write officially.
I was attending the
Gym at the time
And was getting quite taut.
It was one comment
That irked me I'll admit. Sorry.
And I was so ashamed
When I was at home
And thought back and
I wished I had never done it.
I was very stressed out.
If I was in a good place
I never would have done it.
Sorry just does not
Seem to cut it.
And I take the blame
Because I am to blame
For the after math.