I'm so sorry, sadveiledbride I know how you feel. I'm struggling with my studies as well. Please don't give up. Are you going to university right now? What would you like to do with your life? I think you need to talk to your parents about this. Make them understand how you feel about this and what would you really like to do. I think that would be the best option for you. I'm so sorry you're going through this. Remember that we're here for you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you