I never met my father. I spoke to him via messenger when I got older but the conversation turned sexual and I cut contact. I spent the next 10 years in an abusive marriage and only recently left.
I now struggle with fears of men and feelings of my own worthlessness.
I wish I could go to therapy to try to figure out my struggles but being left with 3 children i can't afford it!!!

I hope you get to where you wish to be in your healing x