You have to do what you want to do, NeedHelp104. That's your priority. And I think your parents and your family need to accept and understand that. This is your own life, after all, and you have every right to make your own decision. What would you like to do instead of this? Perhaps you just need to focus on yourself for a short while and understand what you want to do. Please don't give up. I know finding a career is hard. But I'm sure you'll find one. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. I believe in you. Remember that we're here for you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you