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Location: New York
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Feb 07, 2019 at 08:22 PM
Possible trigger:
at 7:57pm I released after trying to privately communicate with a woman on some website. I wasn't thinking right. Privately communicating with women is very near flirting sometimes where they warn me it's not allowed under community rules.
I don't privately communicate with men, so why should I do so with women? And some women and communities discriminate against me because of my mental illness, gender, sexuality, religion, hair, skin color, race, age, economy, and height. No matter how nice or polite I am, those discriminant women will discriminate against or hate me. Also, doing things in private isn't the best for my sexual health: I've heard that it's more healthier to be more public with this kind of behavior. Next time I have an urge to communicate with women, I should do it publicly.
And I have been doing that publicly, but I get like no response on youtube and such. It's a very vain thing to communicate with people who don't communicate back. It's not healthy for me and I feel it grows social anxiety. It's bad when a man has nobody to communicate with. it's worse when he's ignored when trying to communicate. and its worst when he's reprimanded for communicating. I know people discriminate against me, so I shouldn't be too surprised about all this. before I act on my urge to communicate with women, I have to consider this discrimination, social health, and social anxiety.
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