I'm so sorry, Omers Please don't geel guilty about it. It's not your fault if you have DID. Of course it doesn't depend on you. I'd suggest to just be honest with your T and tell him how you feel about this, since it's bothering you so much. It's important to be open and honest with him. If he's not able to treat DID, I think he will just tell you right away. I'd suggest to talk to him about this and see how it goes from there. After all, you've said you trust him. I know it's hard. I'm so sorry, please don't give up. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you