Thank you for replying.

It means the world to me.

Sometimes...no a lot of the time I just feel so alone. I cry. I cry myself to sleep.

I don't know why don't nights are worse than others.

I crave affection.

I long to be hugged. Properly. By someone who cares about me. And more than that I want to feel.that hug. Inside me. I'm so numb. As much as I crave it - I can't feel it.

I don't feel like I'm making any sense.

I'm grateful to you for replying. So grateful. Thank you.