How are you doing, AbladeintheMeadow? I hope you're doing a bit better. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. We'll listen to what you have to say and won't judge you. Keep writing here if it helps. I'm here for you as well if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm always available if you need to talk. Sending many hugs to you