I am a total dork. People used to think I was a snob at first because I was so afraid of embarrassing myself I was very standoffish and guarded. I definitely had terribly painful shyness and social anxiety. Now I’m just a dork. I still have my issues. I do get overly concerned at times about saying the wrong things but I somehow muddle through. I think people just get used to me. I had to really push myself to socialize and get over all of this. It wasn’t easy but it was worth the effort. Practice makes better... not perfect... better. ❤️