There's a part of (probably ego) that think that it's possible to get the obsession object. I'm not listening to that nonsense, it's stupid. There is no possible way (believe me, I've thought about it plenty). It's just unrealistic. As if these obsessions weren't annoying enough to deal with anyway, I have to battle these stupid thoughts on top of it. Trying to get rid of them as soon as they come up, but it's quite difficult.