(I would really appreciate if you won't judge me by this.)
Hello. I am still underage. But I started having weird experiences. Didn't know where to post it so I'm here.

I keep getting weird "Fetishes". They are not permanent. So I assumed they are not fetishes. But every time I would get that fetish, It lasts for months. And its the only thing that can arouse me. I feel very uncomfortable. It will then go away but they are horrible fetishes. Foot fetish, Bestiality.. I even thought that I was homosexual for a while.. I don't want to feel that. When those feelings are gone, I feel disgust and disappointment. What can I do?

Please don't judge/laugh. It really bothers me.

Btw I have dpdr, depression, anxiety and health anxiety. (maybe it is connected)