I haven't made a post yet, but when I do, I am sure it will sound slot like yours.. thank you for sharing.. I get so enraged when I see how some people treat their children. I am constantly enraged with my own upbringing. I am in my 30s and I am only just now looking at my life and getting the help I need.. I am sad there is so much pain in my heart, but I am so glad to have found this site..