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Originally Posted by Nowinners
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Thank you so much for the reply. I dont want to hurt myself as such.. I just keep praying that I want to die. That maybe I am crazy and its just better than I wouldn't be here.
I have tried so hard after I left an abusive marriage to raise the kids, I work my butt off, exhausted, I dont see friends and I handled it well until their father let me.kmow he has a girlfriend who can do things I never did.
I feel sick and worthless. I'm in so much pain, my legs dont seem to work.
I'm just in so so so much pain I don't feel I can endure it.
Plus the embarrassment that comes along with it. I just want this to stop