I'm so sorry, LucyD It sounds like you're trying your best to take care of your health. Good for you! Please don't be so hard on yourself. Please don't give up. It's definitely not your fault if you've had Fatty Liver Disease. Of course you didn't ask for it. What's important is that you're taking steps to take care of it. Be proud of yourself for that. I'm so sorry you're not getting the support you need and deserve IRL. Remember that we're here for you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you