Hey. Vsauce. Michael here.

This site helped me a lot. I didn't find the reasons behind my feelings here, but it had a big role. Since September last year, I my life started getting worse. If I seeked for help earlier, It might have not even come this far. What I describe myself as, is something like a quantum computer with a lot of "errors".

What I know for sure, is that I have DpDr, Depression & Health/anxiety. I am also supposedly "Antisocial". But I don't care. I wouldn't care if I didn't want to die. Which I wanted to. But it would be too selfish.

I thought my whole life that I am "Perfectionist". But it started getting worse. Maybe OCD? I don't know. I know nothing. I sometimes feel like falling asleep forever.

By the way if a kid gets raped, but doesn't know what sex is, and is cooperating, is it still rape?

Yeah. Umm.. Ok. I don't even want to get better. I've got used to being this way. I've got used to being myself. I'm just a jerk so I'm posting this. Thank you for your answers.