I'm so sorry, Unforgiven1 I agree with 88Butterfly88. Online tests aren't too reliable. However they can be an indication. The only way to know of rusre whether or not you have BPD is to go to a doctor and get a proper diagnosis. If you do have BPD, you'll know for sure and you'll be able to get the help you need. I hope you'll feel better soon. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Remember that we're here for you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you