I feel like crying so much. When will this end? Will I find it was pleasant to suffer for all my life one day? Right now I just would want someone to take my hand and walk together with me saying it will all go right. Problem is I know it wont it wont ill be sad, disappointed, always striving for spmething I'll never get. Im tired of having this stupid hope hurting me so much. It will be done, it will be done. Time is coming