Just curious - when I hear people talk about depression, I hear more about low mood, etc. I of course know that everyone experience it differently, but I am just wanting to know everyone's personal experiences with an agitated depression (not mixed state bipolar). I ask because I experience it every year in February which is hardest time for me (seasonal) and I just feel on edge. I manage it well, but most of my friends have experienced much more of a vegetative and sad, hopeless depression. Mine has those features, but I can feel my heart racing and just feel triggered by everything.

Thanks for being willing to sharing your experiences.