Due to my limited brain power, I cannot do some things properly or at least good enough... I have friends but I always leave wondering whether it's true friendship or just out of pity. I cannot do anything in case it's the latter...

So I was wondering, if you were born brilliant but due to some reasons were left wounded and damaged, is your life still worth living? I am a real life Dr.Gregory House with a brain disability (or several) instead of a leg disability. But like in the final episode, I am left with nothing, not even an identity. Nobody will love me due to stigma... and due to my mental illness it's getting harder and harder to live every day.

Now it's no longer about saving lives. It's about living a comfortable and happy life.