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Feb 13, 2019 at 02:54 PM
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Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky
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i havent touched it in months because of this weird phenomenon(if thats how you spell it)
i really, really wanted to post it online and show it to others
in regards to self esteem... i dont really have high self esteem, but its not really that low. im just kinda "eh" about myself.
i dont really know about my self confidence, all i know is just that i wanted to write a story and show it to people, regardless if it was bad or not, because i know i can improve with time and patience.
and no, i dont see a therapist.
this has been a thing since i was a kid. and at first it wasnt really that bad. i was really into this show called tmnt, and of course i had a favorite character. i remember sometimes i would do things to try and "impress" him, i guess, because it always felt like i was being watched by him. and a lot of my actions i think are kind of dictated by that.
nowadays it's not a specific character or person, just an entity that's constantly in the back of my mind. it's so unbelievably weird.
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