1) To be able to ask for what I need in the moment
2) a therapeutic intensive or retreat where I got to see T every day for 3-5 days and didn’t have to go back to the real world in between or a weekend of long sessions for intensive work.
3) to be able to be quiet with T
4) to have T use appropriate touch to comfort me
5) a treatment team meeting with me, T, old Pdoc and my massage therapist... or maybe a “business lunch”.
6) T getting to meet the priest that started me on my healing journey (without me there... being there would creep me out).