Oh, Stopdog my heart breaks reading this. I too have been there. T’s giving up on me, T’s telling me I can’t heal, Calling me resistant.... new T keeps calling my attention to the fact that I call myself “too much” a lot. I hope some day you are able to find a true healer be it a T or someone else that can help you on your journey. You are not challenging her skill set just was not what you needed but she couldn’t own that.