second week of january heard the news about my brother who separated from his wife. Next day may partner confessed that she has another woman. i don't really know what to do and think, i just stayed inside my room and cried. for 4 days i was like that only. no food. only water. after 5 days im throwing up. im trying to eat but i will just vomit it. i experience hyperventilation as i was scared of i dont know why im so scared. maybe im scared of being left also. my partner reassure me of not leaving me, but still im thinking too much of that. i dont want to loose her. untill now im thinking of the same problem. my sister in law got mad at me because of what happened to her and my brother. and im feeling left now. im afraid of myself because im thinking of taking my life.