I agree that I need more friends and support, especially locally. T is really awesome with me. He would not force a goal on me. He is SO gentle and kind. He knew I was right about not being able to attract the kind of people I need/want in my life that’s why he said it starts with him. He is my first experience of a healthy supportive relationship and as I work out my stuff within our relationship it will open me up to healthy relationships IRL.