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redCanine3669
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Feb 14, 2019 at 09:25 PM
Possible trigger:
at 9:08pm I released without external resources. Basically stood in a dark bathroom, touching myself, until things happened. I haven't been taking care of my fitness, so it was hard to imagine making love to a lady. honestly felt like rape.
But that's probably because I don't value myself too much. I honestly don't think women have as strong of a drive around me as I have around them, even because some women discriminate against me. but my imagination can spawn a lady who accepts me. I guess that's a good thing about releasing without external resources.
I released while thinking about some lady twerking against a man. It's hilarious really, because twerking is suppose to be a dance, right? but then my mind interpreted it sexually. My mind can be quite creative.
I didn't want to release today, but I need to maintain good sexual heath. I feel that releasing daily can help keep me calm and from sexually harassing any woman. Maybe eventually i won't need to release every day, or I can adapt to a less frequent schedule. but for now, it's safer for me to do this daily.
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