I don't think most doctors really understand. I have absolutely zero hours with normal energy. I wake up drained. I force myself through the day. Sometimes I give up and I just sit on my couch. All day.
My second lab results will come in in about two weeks. If they can't do more, I don't want to be here anymore.
I'm even too tired to appreciate the small things in life, something I have been good at. Nothing is worth doing anymore.
So many dabblers have tried to cure me. Just take this, just eat that. NOTHING HELPED.
I feel if they want people like me to stay alive they should at least give some comfort. Pain relief. Help with chores. But they just DEMAND I stay happy and alive.
For them. Always for them. Or I am selfish. And THEY are not selfish???