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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
I'm gonna be home alone tonight. First time in a while. Not gonna lie everyone, I'm scared. My depression feeds off loneliness and unpredictable nights. I've already started crying again, I'm sure I'll be doing a lot of that tonight. I'm sick, so I'll probably drown myself in cough syrup and pass out.
Things will be okay. They have to be. I have to be.
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Believe me or not,even when I'm surrounded by my family n friends,I still think the worst of me n I'm still lonely.I keep thinking why am I here,I am such a burden.
They would never understand the pain,the torture.