I've been trying to deal with this thought of never being able to date another woman ever. I've tried so many different times to date a woman only to be hurt over and over again. I've been lied to,cheated on multiple times you name it I been through it. Its really messing with my head the fact that I am the only constant in every relationship I have had. It's always my fault. I want to give up trying, but just the mere thought that I am so messed up mentally makes me just want to scream and cry