greentires4me,
I'm sorry you had such a bad experience at the hospital. Do they have a patient complaints process?
I totally get the desire to drink. But think about how much sober time you have, and how you've gotten through stuff sober. Take it a minute at a time if you have to.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
