General consequences:

I lost my job
I didn't attend any of my examns (4 pharmacy exams, 7 philosophy exams)

Last week consequences:
I made my psychiatrist mad and I don't know why.
I lost 3/4 waist inches, 2/3 hip inches and 3.3 pounds.
Didn't go to college all week, didn't study at all.
I forgot to take my meds many times.
Spent 2/3 of the day in bed

Fixing it:
Try to eat at least 3 times a day.
Go to all lessons.
Take meds.
Draw and read instead of lying in bed
Study the abnormal number of subjects I have (9 from pharmacy, 15 from philosophy)

Crazy, inside and aside

"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-