WOW... that is some story. I felt your pain in every word. For certain, there are some things that concerned me.

From my understanding, there were lots of warning signs in your story. Personally, I would stay in therapy and continue to talk this out with your therapist.

I suppose some would consider that swimming naked with your parents was okay. I suppose if you grew up like this it would seem normal. But since the time of Adam and Eve most would call this behavior not normal. Because you were too young to know better and fully comprehend what was happening.

I would love to talk to you if you want to. Feel free to contact me.

Raven