I should add to this, So, that I am no sort of mental health professional, just a veteran of a lifetime of struggling with terrible depression and various other associated blessings. I don’t know and can’t prescribe for your own particular diagnosis, which I believe from what I’ve read of your posts in the past may include dissociative disorder.

So what I’m saying is that I can only relate to you as one struggling human being to another, and as such I will try my very best to be helpful. The absolute last thing I would ever intend to do is injure you further. 🌹