I'm so sorry, kuru I know it's hard. Please don't give up. Do you want to share some more details? It must be very painful. Unfortunately things like this can happen. It's just life, I suppose. Do you want to talk about it? Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this