I understand what you mean, WishfulThinker66. I agree with you. It probably has something to do with the fact that you're not receiving any wage - you don't "have" to perform a certain way, you can just do the best you can without too much pressure. Although I'm sure it's still lots of hard work! But there's probably less anxiety involved since this isn't a duty but something that you've decided to do. That's just my opinion, though. I may be completely wrong. I hope volunteering is helping you a bit! I think it's a wonderful thing that you're doing this. You're helping people and helping yourself at the same time! I hope you'll feel better soon. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you